Stuffless

My ex-girlfriend has thrown all my stuff out of her house. I think its about time because I was kicked out of her abode nearly a year ago. It was cheaper than a storage spot, I must admit, but now I don't have anything. No TV, stereo, all those important things in life. Books...gone, records...gone, iceskates...gone.
I am not mad whatsoever...who can blame her? Call me crazy, but why would you throw out a nice tv, $2500 speakers and an old mac that still served its purpose? The only way that I found out about the demise of my personal belongings that have taken my lifetime to accumalate, was to go pay her a visit at her little house. She changed her number blocked my emails and I even JOINED MY SPACE to attempt to contact her. But she wasn't having it. So the only way to find out was to say hello, in person.
So when I was at her house we sat on her front porch and smoked cigarettes and I popped the question, "Do you still have my stuff?"
"Are you fucking kidding me!? That shit is gone. Threw it out last week."
I sat on the chair that I helped picked out for her and covered my eyes...but I really didn't care.

I had been drinking all afternoon (Labor Day) and had to piss. She wouldn't even let me in her house to use the bathroom, so i pissed in her front yard while her neighbors looked on in disgust, and she was fine with it.

So I am thinking that she didn't want me to go inside and see that my expensive stuff was still being used by her. I mean who would get rid of that shit when you could just use it like you did every day (She had a TV from like 1989, didnt even have those multi colored plugs to plug in a dvd player.)
These days I feel as light as a feather...no possesions to way me down. They say that possesions own you but these things were paid in full or stolen (books, thanks Peter,) so we can dismiss that theory. I have decided that I will travel the US by bus and stop in cities and get odd jobs to pay my way. Sounds romantic, I know...but you got to be romantic about something...just dont do it with girls.
PS: whoever reads this, give me ADVICE on how to retrive my stuff, if it still exists.